^well that's pretty cool. I wish I had a friend like that. I know a few girls that will give me weed or hook me up with pills, but most girls here (unless their blacks) tend to not have hard drugs on them. I have a few girls I've been seeing lately, but they only smoke weed and drink.
But you gotta admit that meth score I found out of my laundry the other day was good. I ate half of it and gave the rest to my neighbor, I hadn't done it in almost 2 years. But what was weird was it got me really high, but I fell asleep,and I woke up still kinda high. I guess just weak shit.
I've tried to buy heroin a few times the last couple months, only scored once. I go to near by the campus to get it, but the last 2 times I went I failed at getting any. They really changed up the area the last couple years. Whats funny is when I was listening to the radio the other day at work, they were talking about how there is a big problem with heroin in that area, but its nothing like it used to be.
Austin has started to become a very different place recently.
I used to score all day errr day back in the day. I go talk to gutter punks and they say heroin isn't around anymore and if I want to buy some meth (I don't buy meth, maybe like one or two times, usually its just given to me)
Last night a girl said she would me up with me for coffee this morning. She asked me what my favorite band was and I told her "failure" and she told me she would listen to them and tell me what she thought of them. We meet up for coffee and she told me her favorite song by them was "breaking benjamin" and that she really liked it. I told her I've got to go and just left.
I know this is already a few day old news, but it goes to back up my thread I made a couple weeks ago about how zoos are fundamentally wrong. First of all you take a beautiful silver back gorilla out of his homeland and move him to Cincinnati so he can be gawked at and screamed at by slack jawed yokels all day. Then the fucking zoo knowing the nature of the animal and his strength doesn't even build a barrier big enough that a 4 year old can't get over it. Hell an adult could have some how tripped and easily of gone of that barrier. Thirdly, those are the worst parents in the world to not watch their lil boy close enough, and then when theyre kid falls down into a gorrilla pit they don't do anything except say "mommies here" its like no... no... no... you're not there in the gorilla pit. Fourthly the gorilla had to be shot and killed because he was just being a gorilla pulled out of his habitat. He wasn't even in being agressive, if you've studied gorillas you would know that an agressive male gorilla would act completely different, pound his chest. They are just generally rough animals.
Shits so fucking fucktarded man, if donald trump was president this would have never of fucking happened. He would have known what to do. I mean doesn't anyone here or anywhere remember the movie congo? I probably saw that 25 times on vhs when I was 7 years old and I never ever wanted to fuck around with gorillas. I've seen all the ape movies, king kong, mighty joe young, born to be wild, and all of the planet of the ape movies, i even used to watch dustin checks in on the reg when I was 6.
I saw the movie congo when it first came out in theaters, with an older neighbor boy and his mom and I remember asking him why the gorillas were so mean, and he said "would you like to have tons and tons and tons of gold and minerals and someone comes to steal it?" and It's just always stuck with me because that would be fucked up. And in the scene I posted the lady who is a "scientist" has the audacity to say "put them on the endangered species list" before she slaughters them all. Its like you stupid slut, they've been on the endangered species list since the 70's.
the zoo broke the fundamental code, I'm pretty sure whoever was ordered to put that gorilla down was thoroughly disgusted with it all, all of those "people" really dropped the ball, and yeah honestly the kid could have been accidentally killed but it wasn't the apes fault at all (but if the kid did die and they didn't shoot the ape they would be like why didn't you kill the ape? we're gonna sue you) the whole system is fundamentally wrong , he prolly just figured the toddler was something like one of his son's and was playing around him him, gorillas are very rough. Gorillas have always been demonized. The mother was probably wearing a yolo hat and texting her dumbass boyfriend, it just doesn't make since that your son can fall several feet into a gorilla pit, yet the gorilla ends up getting killed.
Hmm. It's actually pretty sweet that you loved/cared about him enough to do this, considered him your best friend and said he took care of you when you weren't feeling well, then regularly checked on his grave.
On the other hand there's the reality of the perceptions of others, which is what amused me. Having to explain it, being laughed at by others if they ever saw it.
I don't have to explain anything to anyone. And I don't care if someone laughs at me. Anyone who would laugh about something like that I wouldn't consider them a real person anyways. People like you and Chris hanson
I'm not a big megadeth fan (even though i listen to lamer thrash bands) but I do like the video for hangar 18.
I know you listen to coast to coast but where I'm at there is a show called ground zero that comes on before coast to coast and they actually played megadeth a few minutes ago after the commercials.
anyways yeah you guys are right, I definitely lost my cool. But after six months of not sleeping (I would work 6pm-430am) four days in a row every week, drinking heavily and hating the people that would come in the store (ton's a niggers asking to use the bathroom to go do drugs in) and drunk assholes coming in (everyone I work with does drugs or drinks while on the job and acts like a dick because its almost necessary for dealing with those idiots.
It just wore me out, I think especially the no sleep thing. Plus I almost completely stopped getting laid, girls didn't want to hang out with me because I never had a weekend off , never could go out on a friday night, and most people tend to work 9-5 jobs, and when they get off work I'm heading into work. plus panthrax or 4j would text me to come hang on tinychat but I couldn't, when I'd come up the only idiots on there would be tort and hts "fagging it up"
It was probably a good thing I got fired, all the cool people started getting fired or getting other jobs. They started hiring people that are easily manipulated that I had no interest in talking to. (I'm kind of an edgelord and hate normies)
I guess a part of me just stopped giving a fuck and I started doing whatever I wanted, at least I was able to save up some money. I just feel all out of wack right now and have been sleeping a lot. I fucked myself up real bad drinking every single day and not sleeping.
theres a good chance , women are just going to get fatter and fatter and hairier, in the future. Didnt you ever see that pixar movie wally?
Anyways, I've started seeing a girl recently and she has a so-so face, but she had really nice tits and ass and has a bunch of tattoos. She seems pretty chill, and said she thinks I'm a cute guy. Because I've been depressed lately I changed our plans for coffee to meeting in the park at 11pm to have some beer like a huge creeper, but she went along with it. We went back to my place to listen to music and I blew her pussy out pretty hard.
Last night I was talking to some girl online (i actually have no recollection of her name or where I met her, but evidently she lived a few blocks away) she was kinda fat and was kind of bitch, we smoked some weed, and she started yelling at me telling me my beard smells like vomit and that I'm to aggressive. We didn't have sex but I gave her a massage and she gave me a lap dance. she told me I should leave several times, but I was so stoned and drunk that I couldn't get out of her bed for a couple hours. I eventually left, she text me this morning telling me she wants to hang again, but she was so done with me because of how drunk I was and that I smelled like vomit.
this is the song I played for it.. after that it was just avant garde jazz
this morning this fucking girl hit me up and she was being very flirty with me, she lives about 30 min away from me, but said it was her day off and she would give me a massage and probably have sex with me if I picked her up. she was 20 years old. I drove all that way to go pick her up and when I saw her between being hungover, and being psychotically depressed lately, and her being even fatter than her picture I drove off and she started yelling at me, I went into a coldasack and had to turn back around and she was by the street yelling me asking me "whats wrong, doug?" and I rolled my window down and told her "i just can't do this" and drove off. shit fucking sucked so bad.
