2024-08-20 at 11:36 PM UTC
I've been crippled since I got the covid jab. My mind and energy were effected in January 2022-present. It feels like my life span has been shortened as I have less hours during the day where I have energy. Research chemicals make me function but give me palpitations. Smart drugs don't keep me awake all night like they used to. I feel like if I want my mind and energy back I have to risk a stroke, so I can't take these chemicals every day. Does anyone have ideas on what can help? I can't help feeling like a failure, because I'm not in a wheelchair people will say I am just lazy.
2024-08-20 at 11:38 PM UTC
Discovering the research chemicals that give me energy gives me some hope that there's a cure. That's why I haven't offed myself yet. I can't rely on these though because I will have a stroke.
2024-08-20 at 11:41 PM UTC
The upside is staying indoors will preserve my appearance but still, I shouldn't be spending my late 20s a cripple and it's affecting my mental health. I feel like there's a simple solution that just isn't known.
2024-08-20 at 11:46 PM UTC
Today I went to the arcade and it took so much energy to do that, I hadn't been in years and am thinking about how much I would have done if I didn't have this fatigue. Summer 2020 I was on my bike everyday going to swim in the sea and explore my dad's village. I went to swim in the sea once this whole summer and only did two strokes. Haven't touched my bike since 2020.
2024-08-20 at 11:54 PM UTC
Are you sure you aren't just getting old? I don't think there's a cure for that. I abused amphetamines for a year daily and it still wasn't enough energy. There is never enough, we are doomed to always be tired and hungry but in the modern world it's seen as wrong to spend your days sleeping in the sun and working as little as possible to conserve energy instead it's just GO GO GO make that money and don't slack off or else you're just wasting time
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2024-08-20 at 11:55 PM UTC
I'm gonna collect wisdom because that doesn't fade even if your mind does.
2024-08-20 at 11:56 PM UTC
It's not ageing, it's not normal that my mother is in her 50s and has more energy than me. I noticed a difference right after I got the jab.
2024-08-20 at 11:59 PM UTC
It's hard to even read physical books and I can't sit at a desk for more than five hours even when I've taken stimulants. I have to listen to audiobooks instead.
2024-08-21 at 12:06 AM UTC
Imagination is necessary for survival and ik there's a cure for this shit and I just don't know what it is yet.
2024-08-21 at 12:07 AM UTC
A cure that doesn't include palpitations.
2024-08-21 at 12:09 AM UTC
I'm having them now and have my bed throw in a fist.
2024-08-21 at 1:24 PM UTC
RIPtotse
victim of incest
[my adversative decurved garbo]
Kafka would think she has long covid
L o fucking l
2024-08-21 at 2:09 PM UTC
It's probably all the people who wish you ill will manifesting in your body, coupled with all the presumably evil spiritual practices you do to hurt people.
Whatever u cast out comes back upon you three times. Enjoy.
2024-08-21 at 2:09 PM UTC
should've been nicer to bradleyb93
