2021-12-02 at 6:41 AM UTC
I'm soulless. I'v lost the meaning of living.
Thinking of weening myself off of everything. Including all but 2 meds. thyroid stuff I have to stay on.
I'm giving up adderall and lexapro and stop seeing my shrink. she's a nice Doctor however I been talking to a recruiter (well an old school friend, they don't recruit anymore) who's a scientologist.
My late wife was a member but she stopped going in the early 1990s. became a Christian with me. she was already one but wasn't practicing. and I haven't been to church in years.
so I been thinking of checking it out. he said there is no group meetings for members who are just prospects at first. or something named that. I think they have to test you. He would audition me? or pledge. an audit is short for audition? obviously he didn't meant the other form of it. like audit my income?
2021-12-02 at 8:18 AM UTC
Why do you want to quit your doctor, and what is it about Scientology that interests you?
