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2022-11-27 at 3:43 PM UTC
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2022-11-27 at 3:45 PM UTCare you on the sex offenders' register or did they take you off when you got deported?
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2022-11-27 at 3:53 PM UTCThat pedo needs to be put in a box so town folk can poke him with sticks.
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2022-11-27 at 3:59 PM UTCI hope he gets sent to the Ukraine and gets poked with something more lethal
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2022-11-27 at 4:12 PM UTCMommy will buy a ticket to get him out of there first.
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2022-11-27 at 7:57 PM UTC
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2022-11-27 at 8 PM UTC
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2022-11-27 at 8:18 PM UTC
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2022-11-27 at 8:27 PM UTCThis guy what in his 40s and chasing teens. He must be mentally about 13, no wonder his mom has to keep his sorry ass up.
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2022-11-27 at 9:10 PM UTCHe's 38.
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2022-11-27 at 9:19 PM UTCI can't respect a man that age letting his mom support him, not counting being a pedo. You told on here many times of your health problems and draw SSDI I think, I'm cool with that. I believe you could take of yourself either way, may not be legal but HA HA.
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2022-11-27 at 10:02 PM UTCJerry, I have very few marketable skills. Without bullshitting you, I mostly did cooking in restaurants and sold drugs. I went to college and at 19 prison, I managed a diner, and yes I could work, everyone knows that, unfortunately I can't stand for long periods of time, and sometimes parts of my body won't bend without pain or just not at all, my body is fairly well managed now with medicine, I couldn't do construction or even stand for more than two hours, but could I work at a desk or something where i alternate between standing, sitting, and walking? Yes. Currently my biggest limitation is my hands, I have very little hand strength in my finger joints which like typing doesn't matter at all, but using scissors or a can opener is extremely difficult for me. Carrying grocery bags similarly is unless I use my wrists, I can't hold a screw driver, and sometimes jacking off is hard cuz i can't squeeze that hard.
Unfortunately as previously mentioned the only work experience i have is cooking which is all standing and using your hands/wrists repetitively, so i'm fucked on that. I haven't had a job since I got put on Social Security in 2016, well i haven't worked since 2014, i spent most of 2015/2016 doing my second prison bid.
So basically I got this long ass criminal record (no sex crimes, no theft crimes), an 8 year gap in my employment history (which I have a friend who lies and says I managed his CBD farm for 5 years and got laid off during the 2021 pandemic when he downsized heavily, who gives me a glowing reference), an inconsistent attitude as it relates to life/labor, and no skills that would warrant me being given a desk job.
So uh I stopped selling drugs awhile ago, and moved to Miami, stopped drinking, did two months of rehab, got into a boarding house, and now i'm in college finishing my associates degree at a community college this spring, and then next fall I'm going to go to a 4 year school, and try to get a job where i can do accounting/book keeping/ledgers/money in&out/taxes/sales receipts/personal taxes and kinda like work really hard for a couple hours, fuck off for an hour, work hard for a couple hours again, fuck off for an hour or more, and then go home from my so/so paying job.
Realistically i'll get this 4 year degree and just keep going for more and more schooling because A) I don't feel like working and i don't see that changing in two years & B) Because I enjoy being in school and no one can say i'm a piece of shit when i'm a college student on the dean's list/3.5gpa+, also I can live on almost no money (below 1k/month) in one of the most expensive cities in the USA.
I in the last six months have begun taking enormous pride in my spartan ascetic lifestyle, having in June at age 28 given away everything I own except for my computer and 2 changes of clothes, and moved out of where I'm from. I had never left Wisconsin aside from 1 family vacation once, and out of the blue on 5/30 labor day weekend I got a ride to the greyhound station and left to Miami Florida, a city I'd never been to where I knew no one to start a life for myself because it was the farthest south I could go and I dind't wanna be cold ever again (it makes my joints hurt really bad when it snows and winter in general)
I was tired of drinking, tired of being cold, tired of the people I associated with, and my friend (who I had an off and on gay relationship with for 15 years and was close to) overdosed in March, so I just left.
A couple of my close gangster friends were concerned cuz I started giving away like my weapons, and books, and electronics, and fishing ewquipment and burglary tools and were really concerned I was gonna kill myself cuz they all talk and realized between themselves they had pretty much everything I owned. -
2022-11-27 at 10:07 PM UTCThanks for telling me about yourself. I have back and joint pains and take a couple of hydros a day. Your probably worse than me so I will not give you shit about needing to control your pain.
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2022-11-27 at 10:09 PM UTCBut now I live a different lifestyle, I don't really obsess about money, I'm kinda poor, but I also don't buy anything (Except 35$ vape Delta 8 pens from the headshops, I do buy those a lot) the majority of my clothing was given to me, I rent the books from the library, i own my own bedding, but not the bed, I don't have anything at this point aside from some money, and I feel free. Freer than I did in May at least.
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2022-11-27 at 10:19 PM UTC
Originally posted by jerryb Thanks for telling me about yourself. I have back and joint pains and take a couple of hydros a day. Your probably worse than me so I will not give you shit about needing to control your pain.
I actually am super against opiates in any form & I never really felt them physically. So like I'm so against pain pills that I won't even take Tylenol, Aspirin, Ibuprophen, or any form of opiate, I'm also against the nerve blockers like gabapentin.
BAsically like I take drugs because they make me happy (i'm a drug user) or because they make my body work (arthritis meds/anti depressant), I consider being in pain to be a part of life. And this is not to you but to anyone in our modern society, you should expect to have pain in life and whatever your lot is in life you must accept that burden. Everyone has unique issues or will as they go through life and it is up to each one of us to try to accept that burden and do what we can to manage it.
I also am afraid that one day they will work/i'll find one that gets me really high, and then I'll overdose and be dead like all my dead friends.
Also, again this is my opinion, what I have is a degenerative disease and similar to your brokeback it's not going to ever get better, these are not acute injuries, they are chronic ailments. So anything you take to alleviate your problems, you must accept you will be taking forever since if you don't feel the back pain (or in my case pain in my joints), when you do stop taking your pain meds your pain will be much much much higher that you're now feeling as your body goes through withdrawal ontop of being extra sensitive to what we previously defined as natural pain you suffer as part of living.
If someone breaks their arm or has surgery or suffers acute injury, opiates are great. They are in a severe amount of pain that is a single event that they will recover from, to alleviate their suffering at this moment and for the period of healing makes sense.
But if they say oh my foot still hurts when I walk even though I broke it five years ago I need pain meds so I can walk and function at work.
The realistic response should be: No you need to develop a higher pain tolerance because if the pain killers make you able to function, your body is able to function, you'll just be in pain. -
2022-11-27 at 10:22 PM UTCNothing wrong with that. I buy my clothes at thrift stores. Almost new and sometimes new for cheap. I think booze is more of a problem than drugs with you.
I had quiet a few alcoholics in my family so have some experience with it. -
2022-11-27 at 10:22 PM UTCBut this attitude also affords me the belief that no one needs to feel bad for anyone for anything, I could be so much worse off and every person I know that's got something wrong with them doesn't want pity they want others to ignore their disability unless they're giving them money.
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2022-11-27 at 10:26 PM UTCI've noticed in the past if you stop taking pain pills my back hurts worse then goes to normal pain after couple days. One reason I'm cutting back now, I really hate taking any kind of pills. Also the reason I keep my weight under control, if I gain weight it increases my back pain.
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2022-11-27 at 10:26 PM UTCI find it funny how you’re here gushing about all your personal struggles and you just have that pic there of someone’s cock getting sucked. It’s hard to take you seriousThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-11-27 at 10:28 PM UTC
Originally posted by Bradley But now I live a different lifestyle, I don't really obsess about money, I'm kinda poor, but I also don't buy anything (Except 35$ vape Delta 8 pens from the headshops, I do buy those a lot) the majority of my clothing was given to me, I rent the books from the library, i own my own bedding, but not the bed, I don't have anything at this point aside from some money, and I feel free. Freer than I did in May at least.
tell that to fona. why does he obsess about things so much. reminds me of pollacks and east europeans,
