2016-05-10 at 10:02 PM UTC
Well drug, focalin. I know I should be concerned but I took like maybe 150mg of focalin in the past 2 days with no sleep but I had some xanaxes, last night I fuckin to comedown i took a 50mg seroquel and laid down and then like an idiot snorted more focalin and felt the worst fuckin adrenergic so I drank opthamalic solution of timolol which is a beta blocker and felt fucked up but maybe it hleped maybe sleep dep and panic
but visuals, normal, mild chest discomfort on right side mostly and cold extremities, weird sensations,all normal for dose, been taking gabapentin and aspirin so if i was gonna die id be dead already maybe?
just snorted like 40mg after takin xanax i feel badddd
2016-05-10 at 10:12 PM UTC
kroz
weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
Because you're probably actually dying. I feel the same way from my drinking and nicotine use
2016-05-10 at 11:15 PM UTC
I take 32 pills in a day sometimes more I am surprised I haven't had kidney failure yet...not sure what folcain is but seroquel is just fucking stupid
2016-05-10 at 11:31 PM UTC
Amphetamines are not something you want to binge on for too long I was up for days one time and did way too much and was having hallucinations about people breaking into my house I was shoving furniture up aganist the door I kept seeing a car parked outside turned out it was psychosis from too much speed
2016-05-10 at 11:33 PM UTC
U need at least 4 hours of sleep if u are sleeping for 45 minutes at a time odds are u are not in a deep sleep anyway
2016-05-11 at 5:14 AM UTC
Because of the loads of historical evidence where people die from drugs. If you're doing such an amount where you're paranoid of dying, you probably have good reason to be. So, yeah, what Doug said.
2016-05-11 at 1:26 PM UTC
Quit being a fuckijg pussy I just ate morning glory seeds with the toxic coating on them∆
2016-05-11 at 3:05 PM UTC
People are dying in hospital beds wishing they had more life to live and your whining on the interwebs about how your self loathing and shitty drugs are killing you
2016-05-11 at 6:53 PM UTC
You're already dead, and this is hell.
2016-05-11 at 11:17 PM UTC
Oh god 40_ grams of nutmeg and 2 packs of morning glory seeds I was high for 15-20 hours of delerium and insanity. Afterwords I couldn't sleep or eat and I had the most loose unhealthy shit of my life and sat there with the TV on mute staring at the walls wondering what it would be like to tie a string into a knot in zero gravity in space or how it would be possible to shit in space when its all loose any runny not logs.
2016-05-12 at 3:09 AM UTC
All my shits are loose and unhealthy
2016-05-12 at 11:31 PM UTC
I saw some whole nutmeg at the store and was tempted to try some but I never can do that shit without throwing up. Not like immediately but hours after I take it I will start puking, that shit is toxic to your liver. Got myself some poppy seeds though thinking about making some tea and nodding off for awhile.
2016-05-14 at 4:08 AM UTC
Ajax
African Astronaut
[rumor the placative aphakia]
The "from drugs" part is irrelevant. Why the fuck are you paranoid about dying in general? Why are you even worried? One of the only things in life that is certain is death. It's going to happen. The measurable period of time that your soul occupies an observable space on the limitless time horizon is so minute that it might as well have not have happened.
